Top 20 for the Fab over 40 contest!! WOW! I am working on believing and manifesting my way to winning! It was such a leap to put myself out there like that......and to believe I am worthy of such a thing......but I am and I believe I deserve to win this contest:).......I really do:)...just as much as anybody else competing and it is that belief that I am using to drive me!!! ...and I am so excited about the prospect of it all! Manifesting a win! It is funny the blocks we put in our way, I have talked about it before......we win or lose in our mind every single day......and the truth is once that switch is flipped, and we can harness our mind, in a much more tangible way, the world opens up.......possibilities step forward......and everything else falls into place.....since the end of my marriage I have lost 25 or so pounds and kept it off.....initially not intentional, the first 12 were dropped instantly......grief......but the rest came off as my mind got better.....and it was the easiest it has ever been to achieve the body I have always wanted to live in.....not because of my weight, although I would be lying if I said this size feels much better than my other one did, but it is more than that, it is how I feel in this body.....the health and strength it provides me......the fact that I can trust it to do pretty much whatever I place in front of it......the way it feels as I live and move in my every day life.....I never not want to live in a body again that isn't blessed by daily exercise.......I finally get it and am never forgetting......but something interesting has happened as a result....some people have made comments about my weight......implying that I don't eat or am starving myself, or saying stuff to me with an edge, and it is so weird to me.....they can all rest assured I eat, plenty;-)......I also do intermittent fasting, but within my fasting window I eat mostly anything I want......but I work out 30-45 minutes EVERY SINGLE DAY lol:) so yeah I maintain my progress that way.....I earn it 100 percent......the progress that happened, happened quite by accident....I did not set out to be more physically fit, I set out to settle my mind and heart via releasing it all.......and I truly believe that my body followed my brain reseting......no more berating myself in the mirror, kinder self talk.....and it truly has been so much easier than anything I have ever done or tried in my life.....and I think because the intent wasn't that......the intent was self care and love and then it all fell into line......you cannot hate yourself thin.......or healthy.....or berate yourself in any direction you want to go......confidence and results come from consistency and accomplishing things you didn't think you could do on repeat! So this morning I am wildly excited to be in the top 20 and working on manifesting this win! Believing it is mine!!! Walking towards my dreams and goals every single day, no matter what!
jperuso
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