Fate.......destiny.......and choose your own adventure.....

I have felt a synergistic energy take over my life in the last 15 months.......like an orchestra started playing and as time has gone on more players have joined the symphony......and it all fascinates me.......I know my level of faith, and my "what is meant to be will be" belief doesn't make everybody in my life comfortable or they have trouble understanding it......because we have free will right? How does that factor in......there are so many levels to what I believe in terms of our journey and what pieces of it fit into the fabric of our lives.......the fact remains we are most definitely free to do what we want......on any given day.....and it seems to me that our destiny is in those inner workings.......and maybe we have multiple paths.......multiple endings that are possible in our lives depending on what choices we make or what comes our way.......I always think of it like a choose your own adventure story......turn to page______ and experience the jungle........or turn to page _______and experience a waterfall.......I believe that is for all of us......but I also believe.....at least now I do......in alignment......aligning the soul to the path meant for us......and I think that above all the choose your own adventure stuff there is a tried and true path that is the most in line with who we came here to be.....and to get to it.....more importantly to stay in it......we need to follow our good feelings and things that feel easy and fall into place like some beautiful song in the symphony of our lives.......melodic.....and harmonious........and if the music begins to get chaotic.......dark......off tune it is our clue that we have wandered off the path......and we need to listen intently to the music that helps lead ourselves back........I truly believe that there could have been an alternate ending in my marriage......for he and I......a different story.......one that held triumph and peace and all of it if the choices that had been made were different.......he had a choice in all of that......and now he is living one of his turn to page_______ and that is OK.......I am living mine too.......but my point is as aligned as my life feels now.......I know that some key things could have happened that led to a life that felt a lot better......one that aligned properly too.......have been studying and learning a ton on how alignment works......how do we find ourselves where we need to be? The way to it is self care......meditation.......exercise......visualizing the life you want on a regular basis.......spending time there........spending time with people who raise your vibration.....ones that don't diminish it.......music.......spending time in nature........spending time in peace.......I really do live a life I love these days......even amid the challenges that find me......and a life of peace above all else.......and any time some situation becomes flooded with negative feelings......and heavy ones......I know that is my cue to exit it.......life is a little easier when we live in alignment to our true nature......to not get too attached to outcomes......to controlling......when we try to control, that is a sign we are out of control.......attaching to our journey is key.....wherever it flows.....not fighting......just floating.......letting it be......however it will......and so destiny and that notion pokes some folks.....and it is a huge word for sure.......but as we journey in this life.....whatever adversity we face takes the current version of us......and molds and shapes us into the new.....and perhaps helps us get closer to what is meant for us, helping us be better suited to walk in whatever story we choose to........so each day I nurture my soul in the ways I feel I need to......listen to my heart......and follow my good feelings into whatever adventure awaits around the corner.......fascinated no matter what in the story that is unfolding in my life:)