Dating AND a Gala??

February is here......it is touted as being a legendary month in this year's calendar energetically.....we shall see;-).....but for me, I was grateful to welcome it......January was another intense one.....and so here I am.....and the end of this week holds some question marks....it may end for me in a dating event AND a Gala:)......I am following the signs.....the dating event seems like my door for sure, and I look forward to checking it out:) Word is there are a lot of men signed up so we shall see;-)....and I will go, completely trusting that what is for me is, and what is meant for me, will never miss:) And what a fun story that might be.....I have learned that living in the magic of possibility vs the what if of possibility negatively, has changed my life too:) So I am always open to magic.....and often as a result experience it! And the Gala..... well my ride or die friend, and the organization she co founded, is being honored.....:) And I would love to get there.......I took a gown out of my closet over the weekend, and it fits, like Cinderella's glass slipper;-) and my kiddo's dad had to switch weekends to this one.....so.......I will keep following the breadcrumbs, and see if it is meant for me! I trust all of that implicitly....and I was thinking some on the dating event.....and I am not nervous.....so fully comfortable being me now.....and knowing that staying in that energy will attract whatever I desire to my doorstep....shedding the notion that one needs to pretend in any way going into a situation like that.....to be honest I am most apprehensive about being in a "chit chat" environment lol:) Chit chat KILLS my soul, in all of the ways lol:) Gives me great pain lol:) So I will trust however it goes....and as I said before, chalking it up to experience if nothing else......I am consciously working on expanding my dating life in this year........so it is in line with my growth in that way too! Because the seductive nature of single is POWERFUL lol:) And it can lull you into opting to not get out there......and I think having that brush with my mortality this year after Thanksgiving, and coming so close to something like that shifted my perspective too, but in a positive way......knowing how precious our lives our, and the time to live is NOW in every way....and bounce along all alive and stuff lol:) So that is my plan each and every day....to do my best to get every last drop out of the day! Some days being more successful than others....:)I did get sad the other day thinking about it some though....the idea that due to all I have been through it is preferable....to be single.........and I have seen other situations where a person is widowed from an amazing spouse, and looking to find love, and replicate that.....and that is beautiful.......and since I have not had that experience in that way, finding my living space to be more peaceful on my own, it is hard to imagine.....and I challenge that mindset in me.....knowing that just because I don't know what that ease is like with a partner fully, I have touched down into it before, and can use my imagination......but I do still dig my own flow, I REALLY do, and what appeals most to me is a relationship where we live separate and adventure with each other......and become ride or die partners:) So whoever I meet, or potentially meet, should know that lol:) But I am open to whatever situation presents itself to me:) The other piece that always lingers is that my girl would in no way be prepared to have a man live in our home, almost as much as me lol:) So there is all this conjecture that swirls....which is why I am forcing myself to actually LIVE it, instead of put any cages around it, or overthink it at all, I said I would do it, this opportunity showed up through a new connection I have made, so here we are:)......ultimately my faith having the final say, and knowing so completely that it will all work out, exactly as it should! :)Still not sure what I am going to wear to the dating event, big question mark??? Definitely something that speaks to who I am..... so yea this week is likely to end in some adventure and fun, and I am always here for that, especially after the few dark weeks I have trudged through:) Wanting to leave the energy of last week particularly behind! Happy Tuesday, hope you enjoy the day:) xoxo