Hiding behind the nice guy......

There have been many lessons that will be carried into 2026 with me.....the lessons, not the baggage;-).....and one of them is that my intuition is SO strong now.....I have carried it with me all of my life, but now I feel it so fully......I had mentioned going on that date....and feeling as if, despite our having a lovely time, we may be mismatched in some ways....but we had also become friends on FB, and I thought we may build a friendship and we had talked about that....and then who knows right....but he disappeared in that part abruptly....clearly wanting one thing particularly,.......we had been texting a little too....but I had mentioned feeling something, something I could not put my finger on.....like "too good to be true" vibes to some degree, or just SOMETHING.....all outward appearances seemed a go......it had gone really well.....lots in common, and had gone well, all along, in all of our exchanges, but something did not sit right within me fully....and I had chosen to listen to that, instead of jumping over it, and jumping into a second date, even though I almost asked him on one a couple of times, but something stopped me each time.....and what he showed in the end of our tiny walk together, proved that what I was feeling was real......no word, no explanation, just gone.....and it was a tell for sure.....I trust the journey so fully....so he was meant to go. but it is my feeling that because he did not get what he wanted, or it did not go the way he had hoped, and he wasn't sure I would end up dating him, so that was that....and I do not fault him for not wanting to continue our friendship or any of it.....his time is precious and he is seeking a partner, my issue in the end, is with his lack of communication and the way he handled a connection that deserved some communication in the end.....but really as I said....it just confirmed to me, that my feeling on it....was for a reason....and I suppose as I travel further it will continue to grow....and I am proud of myself for not blocking out what I felt to be true, and go all in, and end up wrong....it is sort of a new pattern for me....because my superpower SEES folks so beautifully to the detriment of me, and feeling blind sometimes....and this time that was balanced.....if I was looking for boxes checked solely, he had many of them checked.....but yet....that feeling.....I appreciated the connection though, and the date was lovely, I have had really great dates in this chapter, mostly, which is fun too:) So I am feeling proud of myself this morning, for following my intuition......not ignoring it. And I wish him well, I hope he finds what he is looking for too! And I want to clarify, I do not think he is a bad human at all:) I don't.....I am disappointed some in how he handled himself in the end, I would have expected more from him than that from what I believed to be true about him.......and I do think we were indeed misaligned.....and I am grateful for the confirmation of that! Happy Saturday! Enjoy the day:)