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If I ever had a doubt......

  • jperuso
  • 2 hours ago
  • 4 min read

I am deep diving in the magic of the connections we make, and how they lead us to the places we are supposed to be......if I had any doubt that that was a thing, and THE thing, I have NONE now.....I speak often about the fact that at any given moment you are standing RIGHT where you are supposed to be....no need to overthink or wonder.....because there you are:) RIGHT on time.......especially if you can face your own stuff and get out yo way;-) This week I took the kids, and myself to the dentist.....and a girl with Williams Syndrome came in, I know her. She was one of my 4th graders the year my son got diagnosed......I have never had another student with WS, and did not have one before.....and there she was, in my 4th grade class, the year he was being diagnosed......and just that situation alone, and all of the details that played out to make that possible.....to offer me knowledge and understanding, and more peace about it:) Connecting with her mom being so big for me!


I had a Girl Scout leader call me yesterday to run an empowerment workshop for her Girl Scouts, in another area.....and she wants her daughter in my workshops in Milford.....she got my name from a patient at the Dr.'s office where I do health coaching, which came about when I had a networking event at my house years ago, and spoke to that doctor about that opportunity........like WHAT??? That is a lot of standing right where you belong right;-)


I also connected down at the gym with the new owner, who I was connected to, because I had done a consult with Jen Murphy awhile back, and she remembered me and connected me to this woman Barb......Barb caught my vision immediately and really gets it.....and wants to partner, and support this in any way, and invited me to do a table at her Open House in May:) and it is altogether always to do with us remaining in our energy......a woman at the bus stop commented on something yesterday that has stayed with me this morning......I don't get to go to the bus stop often because of work....and I am not part of the stay at home mom crew.....and to be honest it feels kinda hard sometimes.....I feel out on the fringe most of the time, and this particular mom works from home. And we were standing and talking, only having met a few times, and she is getting married.....and I congratulated her.....her ring was beautiful, and she had been a single mom before. She is younger, never married, and I said I am not sure if I will ever get married again.....and I said my life is kinda my own now in a way I am loving, but you never know, I trust if it is for me it will come.....and she said I can tell that about you, and that she loved my energy......and I knew she could feel how grounded I am feeling lately, just peacefully standing there:) ......and as I stood there on the fringe I realized that I am finally owning my own energy.....not trying to blend in, bend it, or adjust it to fit.....I am just ME.......every place, every room, every situation.....every place, and people will either catch it and get it, or it will provoke something in them that will cause them to shy away.....or they won't like it....and all of those scenarios are OK, and don't have much to do with me at all......but I have arrived in a new spot as this empowerment workshop era is taking flight, and it is REALLY growing wings:) And those wings make me feel humbled.....people are really GETTING it....and I am so grateful:) I spent SO many years of my life, feeling different some, and on the outside of traditional circles and trying my best to fit in and being successful lots of times, but sometimes feeling like I had to work so hard, but being rooted so fully in who I am now, feels magnificent.....and having a lady that is essentially a stranger FEEL me......was kinda cool, and definitely confirmation......and I know it is what makes me catch shade too....my peace in being me makes other people who are struggling some with that mad at me, for reasons they don't understand yet......and I accept that, I find it odd....but I get it, from a psychological standpoint.......I wish it wasn't like that.....I am not competing with anybody.....I want us ALL to WIN! I want every woman to be comfortable being her too......and WIN:):) And some new tribe members are arriving in my life.....and my loving and wonderful tribe is still marching with me to the beat of the drum! And I am receiving more and more confirmation that I am RIGHT where I am meant to be, and it FEELS AMAZING:) Every single heartache, every ounce of pain was worth it.........every single one! I can't wait to get started! I am humbled to have been supported, and called to alchemize this story in this way......I am most definitely being guided by forces beyond my own, divinely placed to create this next chapter....and I will keep walking, eyes forward, and passion lit:) Happy Thursday, remember YOU are always standing RIGHT where you belong:) Never doubt that, and I am cheering for you! xoxo

 
 
 

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