My toes are already there.........

The walk I have been walking has absolutely been a walk of faith......among the rest.......but faith being the cornerstone of it all.....the thing I turn to often to endure......and sometimes I marvel these days at the strength that is found in that faith......rarely wavering......a muscle I have worked tirelessly these last 5 years, finding myself often just LEANING IN.......when a challenge arrives I just lean into the things I cannot see, KNOWING that they are RIGHT there.......and sometimes it isn't easy......I have to rise above the earthly confines surrounding it all......but I lock eyes with my faith and keep on walking........trusting it implicitly.....I believe in divine timing, I believe in attracting what is meant for me, I believe in synchronicity, and divine appointments, but more than all of my beliefs, and how my spirituality has grown and expanded, I believe in the things I cannot see fully......I know so completely that I am evolving into who I came HERE to be......the last 50 years helping me march my way here.......one challenge, one mountain, one test, one______________at a time......and my fitness series this month is an example of that.....I had quite a few women reach out, but one that committed this time, which has never happened, and each time I have run this series the exact right group of women has shown up......ones that needed the series, but more importantly need one another.....and this time there was one.....and I did not get discouraged, not even a little, I hadn't promoted it that long, and I am finding that a lot of people are in hunker down hibernation mode at the moment, shaking off the oppression found in this winter.....the weight of the world laying on their hearts and shoulders......and I KNEW, before we connected the other night that it was meant to be this way.....trusting that so fully, and well......that could not be more true......her walk being similar to mine, and so much on her heart that needed to be voiced, and the time in this series being so deserving of being devoted to her, only her:) And my faith brought me to that understanding, well before I actually met with her and had it proven to me, I didn't need that part to KNOW it......and that is the magic of faith, it makes sense of it all......it never fails......and once upon a time my spiritual life included God and Jesus and the church.....and still very much does:) but then my sister passed away suddenly, tragically......and I was shown another layer of what lies all around us, a glimpse into the magic of the universe and another layer of spirituality was born......a sense of my spiritual life deepening beginning to open up.....showing me things that could not be explained as simply as all of that......and my walk since then has evolved that journey even more, and my spiritual garden if you will, is in full bloom, housing many things that help me make sense of this life, and my walk, and my purpose.....but now the roots of all of those places are rooted in my deep faith.....an anchor.......another one of my prized possessions that I have acquired and call my own.....alongside peace and joy......and meeting with that woman, that I know was sent my way divinely, confirms that faith.....our connection feeling so rewarding and confirming the walk that I am walking......we are meant to connect each Wednesday this month, and perhaps beyond, and I was grateful to have understood that before we met....the timing of it all perfect....the people that get led to work with me, are always right on time....and I choose to trust that ebb and flow implicitly.....I am working on my workshops behind the scenes, and I am working on producing a course I have wanted to do forever! Again with faith as the roots of the garden that I tend to......knowing so clearly that 5 years ago when I was leveled, and weeping in excruciating pain, on my knees, that God was calling me to these places......using my healing journey, to heal others......and I am fully faithful to that call......and one day I will own a lakeside retreat center, I know that so completely amid the rest, and my toes are already dangling off of my dock in that water, they are already there:) so this morning has me feeling grateful once again for that deep faith, that grows stronger every day, that allows me deep belief in all I cannot see, and is the anchor of my life in every way........eradicating worry and fear, and allowing me to live FREE......what an absolute gift to my life.......I am honored and excited to walk in this woman's journey.....and know that how it ended up was perfectly placed and divinely orchestrated.....her faith bringing her to me too....and my goal at any given moment is to connect with one person, walk in one life, lighten the burden one person, in any way that I can.....and repeat:) Happy Friday! We made it:) xoxo