Activated blessings baby!

Life is patterns right? We can make decisions, or choices based on what we know to be true within our reality.......using patterns often to do that......like if I do_______then _______likely will happen......but we all know that life has wild cards.....things that we don't see coming, or things that break patterns, that is true.....but there has been something I have seen in my own life, that I just think is magical......I know I use that word often....but I mean it....and I am blessed to live in magic often:) And the pattern that has emerged is that when somebody does me dirty.....or treats me in a way that they either consciously think will hurt me, or unconsciously will..and I say that because I do not believe all dirty deeds are intentional.....I truly believe it is a living and breathing result of the pain that lives inside of others......But in those moments.....when that is sent my way for whatever reason, and I choose to stay in my light.....not let it grab hold of me.....high road it......step over it.......and stay in my lane, I get blessings activated, just raining down:) Like they have been dormant somewhere......waiting to be delivered.....like a video game level lol:) I can hear the Mario sound, when he absorbs those coins lol: And it just happened yesterday....again....based on a circumstance that found my experience.....but really blessings happen so often, that humbled, doesn't even cut it anymore....so I have learned to strengthen that muscle.....the one that allows for me to continually do this......as there are some places that I cannot eradicate from my life fully due to logistics......so they remain spinning, and sometimes spewing ugliness.....because of the actions that others continue to choose.......but it is OK......because I have the place it goes, and I continue to spend my energy in the light.......not sink.......or spar........futile in all of the ways.....Let THEM is wise indeed;-) And when these blessings get activated, it is perhaps the most beautiful of confirmations........like getting your paper back with an A on it.....realizing that we are spiritual people.....no matter our beliefs.....and that spiritual tests find us often...to test what that soul is up to inside of us......what is that soul really made of???? Does it match our rhetoric? Does it live up to our own expectations of us?? Does it seek light, and love above all else??? Because that is the point, I truly believe that........and a generosity of spirit:) I also believe that......and maybe even more, so when I am not shown that......the contrast making it even clearer.........clear what I should be doing, and clear that I should not concern myself what others do.......our thoughts and actions are POWERFUL.....and they get reflected back, whether we want them to or not.......so that is where I spend my energy.....in my own lane....my own reflection.........catching blessings, and being grateful.......sharing my love with as many people as I can, and seeking to use what I have been given to walk in my purpose......our impact on people is far and wide! And we need to remain mindful of what that impact is......I had two spiritual nods yesterday too.....my student teacher's last day is today, and he has been wonderful....and he wrote me a beautiful card yesterday, and it reminded me that I get to live inside of his story somewhere as he travels along.....as well as the students I teach, and have taught for nearly 22 years, and my clients....and then I went somewhere to grab something yesterday, and the woman at the front desk is going through a divorce and I have helped her some......mostly just lending an ear if she needs, and support.....and maybe she will be a client one day, and maybe not, but that is never of consequence....my heart lies in the helping:) And then another woman came into where we were that is connected to another woman from a women's series I did at the beginning, long ago.....and one I wasn't sure I had done much for.....so the other woman said "Oh you guys know each other?" And she said yes........she helped my friend __________so much, she went to her series.:) And it touched me......because I guess we never really know the lives we touch.....the impact.........and I believe so deeply now in this chapter, that that is ALL THAT MATTERS! And I do not mean for it to be unbounded......or detrimental.....boundaries in place:) But........we are supposed to be here to love one another.....while also protecting our peace fiercely.......so again this week shows me that the energy I extend to not allow my peace to be rattled, and in choosing light, gets rewarded.....almost immediately...and I do not do it for that purpose.....I truly don't.......I do it to get to live a peaceFILLED life and a JOY filled life.......but having those blessings activated feels pretty great too:) Happy Friday! We made it, enjoy the day:)