This IS ALWAYS true..........
- jperuso
- 3 hours ago
- 3 min read
Yesterday I hit a wall.....the weight of carrying all I have been feeling too big....and the weight of the sadness, and the division in the world sitting on my heart......I headed to church with my kids to help ease it.....and it did some....the sermon always right on time.......but I was just SO deeply affected yesterday.....my heart just not having the capacity to hold so much of what has been going on as of late, in every direction.....wondering why people being kind is so hard?? Like really....it matters maybe more than anything.....and the viciousness I see playing out everywhere, is just so hard to stomach......so yesterday I felt like I hit the wall....perhaps the full moon "illuminating" that for me.....shining light on the things that I could not longer unsee....and so I took to home and hunkered down......and when the tipping point comes in that way, it is calling me to LET go.....trying to grip too tightly to things that make no sense will bring frustration and suffering....I know that so fully, and I have a feeling the energy out there for awhile will be intense....and I am working on focusing inward.....doing the things I know I need to, to rise above whatever comes.....exercise.....meditation.......nutrition.....sleep.....nature.....all of it.....because I cannot control the things that break my heart.....that is true, but I absolutely can focus on those things.....and I will! And then I woke up to a message this morning that shows me so clearly THAT EVERYTHING is ALWAYS working out......even when it seems it isn't......one of my former coaching clients turned good friend.....one that will always hold a special place, because of our similar journeys, and the road we walked.....is planning on moving, starting fresh......has wanted to forever.....and she came to my Sisterhood event at my house, and connected with another one of my friends here, and through them chatting, got a number of a woman that she knew would be interested in buying my friend's house! Enabling her to journey in her new place.....and she just messaged me to say it all worked out, private offer in the works, all of it:) And well timing, and universal perfection is never less amazing to me.....never......the amount of steps, and circumstance that took place to lead to that perfect meet up at my place to connect, and be able to easily go to what is next! THAT is THE stuff......and so I guess life is a push and pull of when to intervene, and when to let things be.....and listening to when that is.....And that is key......in all of the ways......and I guess I share that this morning as a reminder to myself and to you, that what is for you, will NEVER miss.....NEVER......and the divinity that runs as an undercurrent to it all is just magnificent......so this week I am leaning as far into my faith as I can......realizing that that IS the way! It really is......the ONLY way......and deeply breathing, realizing that the only power I have is in how I show up in the world....and leading with my heart and truth is the way, of that I am certain......so if you are reading and feeling smothered by the energy afoot......spend your energy tending to your own.....do whatever you can to raise your vibe, perhaps it matters more than ever, and believe with your whole heart, that amidst the darkness, everything is always working out for you, I promise:) Have an amazing day!

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