All the lies........

When the fallout of the lying that was happening in my life broke free, I got to see the depth of what is possible.....the ability to fool, and actively deceive another human.....one that wanted to believe in a person so desperately.....and I have seen it play out other times too.....but today's blog isn't about those lies......it is about all the lying I have done to myself.....Just endless at certain points......making excuses, or telling myself something, while my gut was screaming to the contrary.....and that was why I felt March was magic.....and why I continue to marvel at it....it was the place in my story where I stood up to my own lies.....my own version of truth, that wasn't jiving with what I was feeling and sensing.....and that was when the true power shift in my life happened.....grabbing it back, under the light of the truth.....but humans, even honest ones, have the ability to lie to themselves......I am an honest person as a rule, not lying too often, I feel like the truth is easier to live in, as often as I am able.....but I told myself a ton of lies in this life.....ones that kept me small and safe.....ones that put me in danger.....ones that held me back from the things I have wanted.....and I bring this up today, because I am stepping outside of my comfort zone, stepping up to a lie, and pushing myself to do this wellness workshop at my school in service.....going all in.....and truth is, I do not know if anybody will show up, it is a wellness event, and there are some amazing things going on, yoga, Zumba, painting, all sorts of cool things.....so stopping in a workshop on stress management, and wellness.....may or may not be a thing for some people.....but here is the thing.....it called to me, it lined itself up.....and it was a loud YES in my gut.....and I always trust that whoever shows is who is meant to:) that has happened in my business time and time again.....and I am pushing myself to grow today....doing a workshop for teachers isn't easy;-) lol, and ones that wish they had opted out, and likely don't want to be there today......so it will be an experience! I am not nervous.....trusting my journey....and finally feeling as if I do not have anything to lose......going all in, taking risks, stepping out of any limits and lies I have previously told myself, that is in the past.......I am free, free to take risks, or fail even, and then try again:) Here we go! Happy Tuesday!