Calling me out.......

I am sensitive to energy.....the energy around me, and the energy within others......and this time of my life calls me to be more discerning about the energy I entertain in my life....but I also feel the collective energy shifts......and I just got called out.....by the cosmos lol:) Standing in front of me, looking me dead in the eye, and challenging me to rise further into who I believe I am in this chapter and seek to be.....and it is centered around worthiness and self worth.....which is part of my cosmic journey while I am here.....as it pertains to romantic relationships specifically, but really overall.....and I am being called to examine what I really want, and more specifically what I need.....and when things began to become out of alignment, and imbalanced in my love story, due to our journeys going in different directions, and other factors, that disparity came knocking on my door....challenging me to rise up, in a clear calling me out kinda energy ;-) Like knocking on my front door and demanding I come out on the front lawn and throw down....lol:) Not quite so intense, but you get the idea;-) I "heard" it and "felt" it clearly.......And while I am navigating the sting of heart ache and letting go some, which lets face it, is never fun or what any of us seek.....and my heart is wounded.......there is also an excitement in me, wondering if I have finally solved this theme or challenge in this life.....getting to tick one of my life lessons off a big cosmic scroll with my name at the top of it:) And maybe.....and do not misunderstand....it wasn't as if my recent love story was not good, quite the contrary.....there was amazing and beautiful gifts and so much love.......but there was a piece that was familiar that is now calling me to rise up....boundaries in tow, and self worth in check.....demanding that I needed more than what this could provide me....due to distance and lots of things....and that knowing has come so clearly......and it is the energy out there at the moment....so maybe worth is something you are examining in yourself? It could be showing up in all sorts of ways, and situations, and time and space, based on who you are and what your journey is about! So.....if it is calling to you to look at it, check it out, and see where it is leading you......it fascinates me to see how these themes play out in the lives around me....same theme, showing up in different ways....so I took the challenge that was being given, and the calling out;-) and I am seeking to step up, and walk further into that path....the one I see for me, the one I want for me, the one I feel deserving of, the one that is meant for me.....and while it is not easy to remain true to myself sometimes, especially to the new me.....it is wildly rewarding...being authentically me finally, and growing into a stronger version of her....armed with more wisdom and life lessons helps so very much.....challenge accepted Universe, I am on it;-)