Decisions.......

I am feeling some decision fatigue this morning.....I make so many in my life....Work alone is more than my fair share for any human;-).....and now as I am doing this kitchen.....the decisions are endless.....and my business and so many other things...I am feeling all decisioned out lol:) I like when I do not have to make all the decisions.......I have always been a maker of decisions.....comfortable in the responsibility of it all......but lately it truly has been a lot.....I am also anticipating things coming up since my son is turning 18 in January.......so this weekend I picked a color for the hallway and foyer into the kitchen......I really like the color and am hoping it is right with the rest.....the walls are a little beat with the age of the house.....so a darker color for sure helps them.....I learned to do a little spackling and yesterday I spent the better part of the day painting......and I forgot how therapeutic and hypnotic it can be......no thinking just painting.....music cranked.....the kitchen is coming along still a little slowly, but surely and I have loved working with my contractor.....he is a good human, and has been easy to work with.....and he sees my vision and has been great to bounce things off of.....and we are nearing the place where it all starts to unfold quickly.....and it has definitely been a little uncomfortable as more money goes out as the pieces fall together....and I am choosing not to lean into the anxiety of that, and trust that it all fell into place like this for a reason, and the way will continue to appear.....and I know all will be OK on the other side of it.....and I had constructed our finances so that as luck would have it about 6 months after my ex left we were debt free, except for the house and our cars.....and to have had to acquire debt in my new life is challenging me some........but I knew that was the only way to make this happen, and I was able to find a great loan......but life is expensive for sure, for a mama on her own, and so I am just breathing through it all and making it all happen in the best way I am able....I feel very clear on the timing of this kitchen project for lots of reasons....and the way it unfolded and the events that have stepped forward to support it.....so that is where my focus is residing:) I am hoping this week brings even more progress, and bringing me one step closer to it being done.....I am in awe of how quickly time is passing too.....November is moving so quickly, and I know Christmas will be here so soon.....so I am starting this week grounded, intentional, and with my goals in hand! Trusting my journey implicitly...........Have a great week y'all:)