HER voice......

I had written awhile back about a business building group on zoom I had signed up for, and I felt like it was meant for me to do.....but in doing it, I have decided it isn't.....and it is my voice finally having its say....and I am listening to HER finally....knowing when a place, or people, resonate with me, and when they don't......and knowing when I should stay, or go....or knowing better the places meant for me....so I am moving along....it is a bunch of great women, but it just doesn't feel like me...and now I know who I am, and need to remain me at all times......I have some other opportunities bubbling up, so I am sticking to that....and following my heart and truth. And it has been compelling to me that I am able to hear myself so much more clearly now....and feel my gut on stuff.....leading the way.....and knowing when it is a yes, and when it is a no.....and starting it really felt like a yes....because the woman leading it resonates with me.....but once there I realized the rest was a no......so I feel good about my decision, and that is also a sign it was the right one.....I spent yesterday making it, during my snow day, while I tackled more chores.....closer to my goals for my place! Cleaning out and purging on repeat, till it is all thinned out.....I am not sure what it is about me that must hang on to "useful" things......I am like my Nanna that way....she and I had the same birthday.....and she hung onto everything.....and I truly struggle with the day to day getting rid of stuff thing....and I am only good at it when I set out to do just that! When I have a laser focus on purging, otherwise stuff accumulates..........and I always think "what if somebody needs it, or I do.....or........"and before you know it there is just stuff. So I am working to be more of a minimalist that way......I have to say yesterday was a well placed snow day.....right where I needed one.....I needed to take care of what I did....and then the kids and I sat down and had a nice dinner.....and hit the hay early......so here we are, it is Friday, and I am ready for it! I have my kids this weekend and am glad for that, and ready for what is next! Having HER voice lead the way:) Happy Friday:)