In our space......

I have kind of a crazy and heavy week ahead....and this weekend was the weekend I needed....the kids and I had a cozy night Friday....and then ran some errands together ahead the storm.....I did some chores....and then we cozied in for the storm and had a fire.....and some food....and yesterday found us sleeping in, and sorta bumming around all day minus the snow blowing, and playing in the snow part:) And it was just the weekend we all needed to recharge for this week.....and being in our new space has been something we all love....being home feels like we are away somewhere, and we needed a weekend home. I am so grateful for my kids. I think of it so often....this journey would not have been as it has been without them by my side.....and that is a gift not lost on me....and the bond we have found on the other side is my favorite....I did some cooking yesterday for the week which felt good....ahead of myself some;-) we had a great breakfast.....I have been taking the weekends off for my workout on and off and am not sure how I feel about it.....sometimes I think it is good for me to rest my body, and other times I miss it....so we will see....But I have been increasing my workout goals during the week.....and that has felt good...Had another person reach out about coaching yesterday....and I am here for it all....so as I stand at the foot of this week....it feels like boarding the Titanic some...some unpleasant stuff ahead.....but I am trusting it all as I have done all along.....I have done my best to do the next best thing I can think of at each turn and so......here it will be.....there is a full moon this week too, and the weather will be wacky, so I am bracing myself for elementary teaching amid that too lol:) Gabe watched some of the Super Bowl on his phone.....we don't have cable anymore....I am happy for my dad this morning as I wake up, and see the Eagles won, he is a huge fan:) I am going to meditate this morning, workout.....and continue to nurture myself ahead of this week.....I also got to spend some Face time time with my guy this weekend.....I was hoping he would be able to come here this next weekend....but the weather looks kinda crazy so we are rescheduling.....I am hoping to see him soon, it has been a couple of months now.... but in the meantime we do pretty well with staying connected amid the distance:) And again it seems just right in terms of my kids, and them still needing my presence so fully:) So this week feels like one of those weeks where I need to put trust in my heart.....lean into my faith.....say prayers and realize that I can do hard things.....always.........even when I don't want to..........maybe especially then.....