I got swept up some in the low vibes of this past week. Lots of stuff swirling and dredged up, and traps set, threatening to have me blindly walk into them.....but now that I have raised my awareness, of myself and others...and the world around me, I may get snagged for a moment but I won't stay that way.......I snapped myself back and out.....and yesterday after some of meds kicked in for my leaf blowing sinus thing, I made a decision to seek intentional magic with my kids......my daughter is at the age where Santa may not reign supreme in my home for too many more years, and Christmas magic may be tempered at some point....and I found myself having my kids with me, and an ad came up for Koziar Christmas village mid morning on FB, and it has been on my bucket list for awhile, and so I thought why not......It was a 2 hour ride one way and that did not deter me......I am intentional about what I want my children to think of when they are grown.....and it is not that I complained, or lamented, or didn't seize stuff because of minor things......or that I was a martyr, or that I put stuff off that never happened......life is happening NOW......their childhood is now, and we could have sat home.....cuddled in, and sometimes we do......but yesterday was in need of magic and a skip to our routine.....so there it was.....intentionally placed.....I did my video about not being a tree and you can MOVE......if you don't like where you are move yourself and try to accept the stuff that can't be changed.....if you don't like your newsfeed.....unfollow or unfriend, and like stuff that makes your newsfeed more in line with whatever you feel........none of us are victims of our circumstance.....and that is true maybe more than ever right now.....we have the chance.....the choice.....the everything, to intentionally move ourselves away from stuff that is not serving us.......and that is the awareness that brought me out of where I was this week......I don't have to.......I just don't.......I can accept what is, what things continually challenge me and move on in intentional magic, or I can let it steal my joy....and truly life is way too short for all that:) So I got to the business of alchemizing and transmuting situations....and we drove for nearly 5 hours total yesterday and found some magic, an adventure, and a core memory achieved for my kids......it is funny, finances and otherwise have been more challenging since I became a single mom, but I have been more able to do more livin,g and having more adventures than ever before, and for that I am so grateful:)! Happy Sunday!!
jperuso
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