It is a NO.......

There is a situation in my life that for all intents and purposes looks like I should explore it more.....but it feels like a clear no for me in my gut, and I have acted on that no some, but I have this place in me, where my intuition speaks......correctly....and clearly...often, and then I talk myself out of it lol:) And I guess why I am writing it about it this time, is because I am planning on following the no this time..... for the first time....not pushing past my intuition, or my gut, to go through doors that are not meant for me....there is something I am feeling in the situation that is not being shown to me currently I believe, that is making me feel that way.....my feeling some distrust, and not knowing why, but knowing that I am wise to heed that.....but it is challenging sometimes to weed through the nudges....and where they come from....and I always want to be careful to hear myself and my truth loud and clear....not having it come from previous hurt and be cloudy, and that ability has grown exponentially in the last year......because for awhile, even in my new life, I was subject to ignoring what I was telling myself.....because I simply didn't want to hear it, lol.....like a child that covers their ears....which btw is very astute......their knowing that what will be said will poison their spirit, and mood, lol:) So they attempt to block it out......and so I feel like this next chapter will be about having the tough conversations with myself.....telling myself the truth....not spending energy exploring things.....even temporarily, that I know are not for me.....and maybe that is some of the growth I plan on carrying into 2026......but I have tried to talk myself past this no, a few times.....and I just can't......my body knows......that it is a no....and I suppose the times I have pushed past that wisdom, it has led to my being hurt and as I have said often, I don't believe in mistakes anymore....I really don't.....but I do believe in when you know better....you have a responsibility to do better......and so with my gut and truth in tow, that is what I am going to do.....and I also run the risk of being wrong.....I get that too.......but I do not think so in this situation.....learning my intuition so strongly in this chapter.....helps me get there more quickly each time....and something is speaking to me about it.....and so I will listen:) I am officially off for break! I am excited and plan on digging in, and deep cleaning my place today to prepare for the holiday! Cleaning up and out.....and grabbing a hike tomorrow! And heeding my inner voice that is divinely led each day! No more covering my ears;-) Happy Saturday:)