Just MAGIC.......

I speak of magic from time to time in my blog and I have been blessed in my life to have experienced some magical days.....and I am not always sure people understand what it is I am referring to......like what do I mean by magic?? I feel like magic is that part of life where we get to walk along a little sunbeam......where all falls into place effortlessly.....and everything around us has a lovely hue hanging over it.....and everything feels so good and right........and that was what the last 4 days were for me.......a pocket of beautiful magic.....and sitting at home now this morning......the realization has hit me, I needed this little trip more than I can express.......I had been in a pressure cooker as of late in lots of directions.....and I have not had many opportunities to travel.....and having that opportunity......was exactly what I needed......and in the company of love well.....:) It was just a top tier experience in every way I can express......and it felt amazing to navigate all of it, and fly on my own...... and my love story is long distance for now......and that was one of the things that kept it at bay for a long time for me.......but as I have also expressed often..... we do not get to push away the things meant for us......we just don't.......the experiences we are meant to have, and the people we are meant to love in this life and spend time with.....will ALWAYS find a way.........and this story......is in that line........I have plans of writing about it someday......it is a very compelling story.....and filled with lots of suspense and near misses and everything in between.....and maybe as my children and I adjust to its arrival......long distance is perfect......giving the time and space we need for now to adjust......and I am just trusting the trajectory of the story as it unfolds.....I could not have predicted what has happened so far.....and how I would arrive here at certain points during the unfolding.....so I have to trust that it will continue to unfold as it will.......and trust it will......but in the meantime, the spaces he and I have been able to drop into each other's experiences and lives has been blessed with magic.....and I will take it:) I wandered all around for the last few days feeling as if I was in a dream of sorts.....a surreal quality finding me.....and feeling nourished in the ways I needed to be.....so I am back to reality today and am facing some stuff as this week unfolds....and I will use the sunbeam energy to sustain me......my kitchen is completely demoed and my skylight goes in this week......and I cannot wait! I have some organizing to do after work....my kitchen stuff is all over my dining room, and workout room and I need to make some semblance of order there.....and my author copy books arrived! SO I have books to sell:) So I will be posting about that too! Have a great day:)