Leaning in.......

December has not been my favorite so far.....it is the 15th and I have been through a lot since December 1st in lots of directions, and my soul is calling for rest......it is has been an intense month.....and so the only thing I am left to do is lean in.....just lean in to all of it.....so much swirling.....and so much needing to be said, and solved.....and I am choosing to just breathe and trust.....because while this year, the last 6 months anyway, have been intense some, they have also been lovely too.....but I am excited about next year.....I have been doing some reading about the possibilities of next year and they are plenty:) Perhaps an ease finally in the squeeze that has found my life......and lots of things moving in the places I seek movement......so I am eagerly awaiting the new year, and a clean slate, and a place to jump off......I plan on setting my sights on my fitness more again......and really dig in.....having some plans to push myself and elevate it......I have some nutrition goals for the kids and I once my kitchen will be done again:)......I have some sites set on managing any debt I have accrued in this process, and come up with a plan to pay it down.......I seized an opportunity to be in a group that has their sights on business building and growth, people doing the things I am, and I am going full speed into that......I am putting the goal of finishing my own book into 2025.....nearly done......I have some stuff to do around my house, and some more extensive cleaning out to do......I want to run a few more women's series next year, and host a retreat at my place for the weekend.......and all of these come with deep intention and that is the way stuff happens......to set your intention clearly and go after it.....creating a plan to move you forward! I will be glad to leave this year behind, and despite the fact that I am bringing some of my challenges with me into the new year.....no way that can be helped......I still look to the next year with some levity and expecting it will feel like somebody opened a window......There was a drastic energy shift in my life in 2018....as was the case for many of us.....and it has not let up since.......6 years of intensity....and by the looks of that........ the energy that caused that is moving along this year.......and I will be glad to see it go.....I also plan on having another adventure year for the kids and I......figuring out how to plan a trip west trip for June perhaps.....working on the way for that to unfold......so for now I am leaning in to the intensity of this month, and the full moon last night.....and breathing and trusting every moment.....the icky ones, the beautiful ones and everything in between:) Enjoy the day everybody:)