Nerdy gal musings!

I love information, like more than most I would say lol:) I enjoy learning people's stories......their information.....but am also deeply fascinated by topics, ones that I haven't learned about yet....or ones that resonate.....and along this journey I have come across many new things that have resonated.....if for a minute, or a deep dive, or as a new way of life:) And one topic that fascinates me endlessly is manifestation......I have written of my working through the workings of manifestation alongside our divine journeys......if your journey is set, but you have free will, how does manifestation fit in there too......they are all sort of contradictory of one another......yet......I believe in the existence of them all.....I suppose as I type this my quest in my lifetime is to find the tie that binds them all:) there that works right?! But in the meantime I love learning and thinking about it all.....and so I say all of that to say I took a deep dive a little bit last night......reading something that made me think further on it....and I suppose what makes me extra fascinated by manifestation, and some energy work, is it is based on science....not woo woo stuff that cannot be proven, just felt;-) But actual physics.....which by the way I do not find fascinating by itself....lol at all....too technical for me....but you get the idea......so what I was reading was talking about what they said is the quantum field of our reality and how to manifest what you want for your life or the things you want to feel.....abundant, healthy, love, any of it......you have to line up with that field to help your timeline catch up to your "reality"......and I found that interesting! It was saying that what you think and feel has to line up with your actions.......and often as humans those things don't........and that is so true right??......we might think one thing, or feel another, and then act complete differently......sending a mixed energetic message about what we actually want or desire.....and attracting stuff to ourselves that is really not in line with our desires at all....and that may seem silly to you if you are reading and I get it......except for me, that piece was an aha:) Because that alignment of all three of those things shows up more often for me now than they ever have, those three pieces finally lining up.....it happened when I decided to show up as ME as often as I am able in life, and be truer to myself, and cut out so much other stuff, I have felt myself in alignment with my life so much more often......being able to manifest the things I wish, or allow my life to unfold along its authentic path......and as I was reading I was also seeing places where I have work to do to align better with some of what I desire.....but I deeply believe that everything is energy.....and the energy we generate creates our reality...no matter our life circumstance.....my life is really challenging most of the time in a certain way, yet I am happier than I have ever been.....due to finally tapping into energy, and an abundant mindset- eradicating fear and worry or a sense of lack.....positive energy that feeds my own energy, and helps my energy feel so much better to me, and from some feedback I have received others.....people tell me often now how peaceful and joyful my energy feels.....calling me a ray of sunshine even lol:) And I truly feel so GOOD inside of body too most of the time............But as I was reading this nerdy article...... I realized that once you click into alignment with your desire, like tuning into a radio station, your reality cannot help but match that......seems simple but so much stuff can throw us off, and our subconscious is running its program underneath undermining our efforts too......and I guess the other rabbit hole part for me last night as I was reading was thinking there is SO much we do not know about how the universe works.....it is so vast and mysterious still.......and the fact that energy doesn't end....which fuels my belief in our spirit moving on after we pass and having witnessed that energy from loved ones that have passed.....but the amount of questions that still remain are endless.....truly.....and fascinating....at least to my inner nerdy gal:) So I hope you will pardon my early morning ramblings this morning as I sort some more of it out:) Happy Monday! Hope it is a great one:)