Riding Shotgun!

I have posted about my love of riding shotgun in Gabe's best life and it is the best! But this morning it strikes me that I now have my own intuition riding shotgun in my life! Right there in the passenger seat.....leading the way! Hearing myself so clearly now, like a radio tuning in my divine guiding system loud and clear:).....knowing that pulling the trigger for Gabe's impromptu pizza grad party was the way! It was PERFECT:) It wasn't the original one I imagined with all the family, and all the friends......not able to pull that off by the seat of my pants;-)....but really it wasn't necessary....yesterday ended up being exactly what Gabe wanted and needed......it was a bunch of his friends, and and a few random others....and a couple of my friends, and it was perfect....he loved every bit of it....and I was so pleased to be able to do it for him! I ordered 15 pizzas and only had a couple leftover when it was all said and done. The kids had so much fun....I made an ice cream sandwich cake and we drug our volleyball net out, and set it back up and the kids had so much fun! I was glad I remembered we had it, it was a last minute part of it but totally necessary:).....and as I sit here not caffeinated, I have my morning bloodwork for my physical today with the kids....my heart is happy.....realizing that the faith and trust that is now deeply rooted in my life is such a gift....like a compass that now lives in my heart....leading the way....and I need not worry ever about anything.....and I guess I muse on this so often because I spent so much of my early life in fear and worry.....and indecision and over thinking.....wondering if I was making the right decision.....and now all of the moves I make are rooted in that deeper inner self......the one that knows the way.....and it feels better......soooooo much better.....I have also had this huge urge to entertain this month....and have been planning different get togethers with friends! I have one next weekend....with some friends I haven't seen in years....a reunion of sorts....so yea.....I am just following the way.....one step, one nudge, one move at a time.....and the other thing that is really settling in right now....is some deep healing in lots of directions.....having my feel like THIS life the one I am living, isn't missing anything....or altered in anyway......or the absence of things isn't a thing....our life is SO full....just the 3 of us.....no need for anything else. And not that I felt like that before....the last 4 plus years have been amazing, and I have felt comfy in it for a long time ....but I guess it all didn't hit quite the way it is now:) A comfort taking over everything in a way that is a new tier for me I guess.....kinda hard to explain:) So I am feeling deeply satisfied this morning, my heart happy for my boy:) he is still riding the energy from the day:) We have some school shopping, physicals, and some other appointments this week....I also have to pack for the kids big trip next week....and then next week I am in work for a few days....and so it begins:) I got about 90% of my summer to do list, and our adventure intentions accomplished so that feels really good, reminding me as I type that about the power that lies in intentions:) They matter so deeply to lead the way! Happy Monday:) Have an amazing day:)