The blessing that makes me cry....

I have been given ENORMOUS blessings in the last 5 years, and I try and count them, and be present in them as often as I am able......when my ex left, having my family there to help manage logistics was everything, to help me transition into my new life with such love and support.....and they continue to stand by my side, and help me do life when the need arises:) .......... my countless friends that have stood by me, and continue to, and let me talk for hours about the same stuff;-)......then this blog being born......and my health journey taking hold, and absolutely changing my life, finding vibrant health for the first time in my life..... then being led to coaching......another career that absolutely lights me up and helps me feel such passion and purpose.....meeting so many new friends, and characters in this story.....and keeping my ride or die ones.........evolving and growing.....my intuition sharpening to be able to HEAR the calls that are for me:) ALL of the financial resources that continue to show up for me to do life for myself and my kids, and care for us well......having always had what I have needed to make ends meet and MORE.....being able to put in my new kitchen on my own and absolutely loving it.........finding the woods again......a deep remembering, and stirring in me that helps me remember myself.....a deeper and more spiritual self......my faith that has become so rock solid, that it leaves no more room for fear:).......my spiritual life just expanding beyond my wildest dreams......and really just getting to live at an octave and hue that I never knew about before, and I am just getting started......and I could go on and on........BUT there is one blessing that stands out to me every day....one that is beyond all of the rest.....and that is MY children.......walking with them in this chapter has been my absolute privilege......they are the greatest part of my day and life on any given day.....when we were created for one another, HE knew what he was doing......our kindred nature binding us like a marvelous glue......delighting in many of the same things.....loving those things and reveling in them together......and there is an ease between the three of us, that I have never had with any other humans in all of my life......this deep fondness and love.....and affection.....our house is SO peaceful.....and easy.....and our own.......we all live in the same habits....and the same delights......and the same interests.....and we are a unit no question.....sometimes it feels as if we are one person:) I know that sounds weird but it is true........We are SO close.....and I truly believe that was by divine design......I love them so deeply it makes me emotional to think of.....and we all love our kids like that I get that......but I know sometimes we can struggle to like our kids.....but I really really do.....in all the ways.....we have created this magical bubble that is all our own.....and having my family thrown off a cliff nearly 5 years ago, took my breath away, and brought me to my knees.....but finding them in the free fall in a new way, and grabbing onto their little hands......and committing to OUR growth and healing was THE WAY! There is not a day that goes by,s that I am not reminded of the enormous blessing they are to me.....and hanging with them is my favorite.....this weekend they are going to their dad's house for the first time in awhile and I miss them already:) xoxox......I have had what I speak of confirmed through astrology and looking at the kindred nature of our charts.....but my heart already knew all I learned:) I have felt so close to my kids from the day that they were born, but in this chapter it has all taken on new meaning and the bond has only deepened, finding its way into every part of me and my life......so this weekend I am also blessed to have a fun filled weekend on tap.....connecting with 4 of my friends in four different places......doing such varied and amazing things and I am so excited:)......but my children are my heart, and soul......and every single move I make is with them in mind.....seeking to evolve our lives and help us live the life we were meant to live! I am such a grateful mama, just every minute:) All I can say is THANK YOU so much.......I am grateful for every bit of it, every bit:) Happy Friday!