The courage to change......

It is the name of a song I love....and I use it for my stories sometimes.....and it is the type of phrase that can be used for so much.....when we change it can come from a forced transformation.....trauma, or some situation that breaks us wide open......and sometimes it is for different reasons.....taking a look at our lives, and wanting different for ourselves....or in our intimate relationships......and we all have places that need to be changed, at certain times, or maybe all of the time.....and it is an important part of our growth......and being self aware of those places is the key......being able to recognize them in ourselves, and in others.....and I feel strongly that we should not change the things we like about us, for anybody.....but we should change things that help elevate us, and the things that no longer serve us.....and change is the only constant in life.....the fact that things will change, even if we do not want them to......and my Taurus bull resisted change for a long time.....not wanting anything to change, even though everything did always.....and now that I have learned to embrace change, and tackle it myself, life has changed......I even feel it calling to me.....I am the type of person that is content to do the same workout forever....lol:) Put up the same Christmas decoration year after year, with nostalgia and reverence in my heart......leave the same picture on my wall for years since I love it so much, you get the idea:) I can get into ruts, and I recognize that in myself, and work to push past that and evolve and change stuff up......there is another part of me that loves different and growth and all that stuff, it is just getting myself there that is sometimes the challenge.....so I am in another season of change.....evolving as a business owner, and needing to force some change in that area......changing some inside my relationship, and evolving there too......physically changing by upping my fitness....and pushing my boundaries.....this weather has been rough and prohibitive.....I am on the hunt for a new cardio to ring my bell.....wondering about finding a treadmill, but also a rowing machine....maybe....or I saw that Aeroski.....that looks fun too.....I am on marketplace often in the hopes of finding what I need:) So change can be scary....and for me change had to touchdown so exquisitely, and forcefully, that it forced me to make peace with it.........learning to wrap my arms around it and say I am glad you are here......and I will do my best to honor the changes I am called to make.....while still remaining true to myself:) Happy Tuesday:)