The fire.......

I had a spiritual experience yesterday....actually this entire weekend has been spiritually charged if you will;-) Saturday I was in full creation mode.....and then I took my kids to church yesterday.....with the realization that in the content I had created, the idea of light is a theme in so much of it.......a predominant theme in the components......and in church yesterday light was mentioned at least 20 times......feeling very much like a sign to me, and then my hymn played.....the one that always does when I know I am right on time......"Here I am Lord"......and I knew, as the tears rolled down my face, in my own little seat in the back of the church, while my kids enjoyed Sunday School.....I knew in that moment, that I am RIGHT on time.....doing exactly what I am supposed to be doing.....walking in my purpose....the theme of light weaving beautifully throughout......and church brought me to tears three separate times yesterday....one was when Pastor Niel was sharing a story about a man, a man from our congregation that he visits in the nursing home.....and sharing the contents of that last visit a little, and it touched my heart......and another moment, was during my song;-) And the words were deeply speaking to my heart and soul......and one when one of the boys was making confirmation.....and I watched his parents proudly looking on, and the mom got emotional, and began to cry, and her husband lovingly looked at her, and grabbed her hand so tenderly......they were tears forged in fire yesterday.....revisiting many things.....near and dear to my heart....and they were healing.....and the fire that drives this journey for me is made of light......no question....it lives inside of me.....my being a Leo Moon helps, having fire within me alongside my earthy Taurus;-) .....the fire that found me the night he left......and the one I had to walk through, to arrive here was not made to burn me, or destroy me, it was made to forge me......to prepare me for this chapter of my life.....I know that with such a certainty and calm........every trial I have faced.....every lesson I had to learn, every single thing has brought me to this next chapter....and well "Here I AM" indeed........and it never gets less fascinating to think of the pieces that fell together to bring me here.....and humbling.....and having the light piece that I realized confirmed yesterday felt amazing......it was a lovely service....truly, and then I cooked corned beef and walked at Lacawac Sanctuary with my parents and my kids, and we came home and had a lovely meal......it was a perfect day......and the ideas keep coming for my next phase.....I have been feverishly writing them down......waiting till the next moment to launch some of it! I will always believe that light is the only thing that can combat darkness.....and the effort to stay in the light, and be the light whenever we are able, is effort well spent:) Happy Monday! Stay safe out there! xoxo