The hype girl

I have spent most of my life speaking life into others.....having that thing I have, which I have blogged about before.....the thing that enables me to see the brilliant potential in a person......their highest self if you will.....so damn clearly, that I almost believe it is there when it isn't....and as I have also said, I love that quality in me.....it is what serves both of my careers well, as a teacher and coach.....but I am in a battle fatigue part of my journey the last couple of weeks......I have been running a marathon for the last 5 years.....full on.....building my business, and my new life, and just grinding and hustling.....and sharing my hype girl tendencies everywhere;-) And all of a sudden I feel tired some.....it is not easy to be your own hype girl either.....I have very few people that actively support my mission and business in my day to day, tons that do overall, but the daily grind is different......entrepreneurship is a lonely road.....it really is.....I have been able to light, and stoke my own flame of passion in these past years, keeping it lit.....knowing that I am headed in the right direction, without constant success, lots of highs, but some struggles and challenges....and the amount of dedication and commitment it has taken is huge.....rewarding as hell......but huge....lots of trial and error involved in business building, and so I am also my own hype girl......and I mean it.....I know that at this very moment I am on the brink of a breakthrough in my business as I shift gears.....I FEEL that SO completely, and that it is often darkest before dawn......and the other day I was thinking of it in the marathon metaphoric terms.....and realizing that this time, right now......is likely testing me.....the finish line right over the hill....and the powers that be are wondering if I have the grit to dig in, and push to cross over that line, with my head back, chest back, and smile on my face.... taking in the moment, and catching my breath, hands on my knees.......:) it kinda feels that way to me......so this weekend finds me with a rare 3 day weekend.....with not much on my docket......and I am going to do some things I need to do to make that happen......I connected with another coach yesterday, and she helped me, stepping into my hype girl spot for a moment....because the truth is the forever hype girl needs somebody else to do it sometimes too.....when you are the life speaker in the circle.......you need your circle to speak life back.....and I am blessed with a lot of that from a few amazing friends....but when you have clear vision.....and your vision is calling you to believe and trust.....have faith in what you cannot see in real life.......yet....:) It isn't always easy.....not for you, or for people to understand.....I had all of this laid in my life.....divinely placed....no doubt.....and my call requires me to boldly......faithfully.....and consistently.....walk toward the things I am supposed to......trusting in what is already there for myself, and my life......and I do.......I have felt this divine lighted pull in my life since the moment he left.....knowing that THE WAY would appear.....and well it has:) But the last couple of months have been more challenging....harder to maintain my pace.....and I am extending grace to myself, and acknowledging that what I am doing is not easy....and doing it alone makes it all that much harder.....and reminding myself that at any given moment I am RIGHT where I am supposed to be:) so I am viewing this weekend as a regroup.....refocus on where I need to put my energy......to nourish myself, get into the woods....and listen for the next moves I need to make......trusting that I am so damn close to the next breakthrough.....I know that so fully......and my faith is being tested right now.....and I will always choose that faith......it has fed my life in all the best ways the last 5 years.....and I know now it will all of my life.....tonight I have a consult with a potential new client......my kids are with me this weekend:), some chores on the docket....always chores lol:) And this hype gal always has hype to spare, for myself and for you:) Happy Friday! We made it, this one was a doozy lol! Enjoy the day!