The unfair days........

There have been parts of my story that have been so unfair, that if I were a dwelling kinda person, or one that built resentment, I would be lost in it all.....but there is no reason to stay in those places......sometimes things just are....and what is..... is......and that sounds trite and simple, but it is true......yesterday was one of those days......I have been put in the most uncomfortable situation based on the actions of others, over and over in this story....and sometimes the injustice of that touches me, and it feels like I want to roar at the top of a mountain about it......or yell it out the window.....really just to let the disbelief breathe some......and there have been other days like yesterday in this story.... ones wrought with the most unfair of circumstance....and so yesterday was like that......and nothing got solved, which is also something that has grown so tiresome.....just the big waiting game, and no spirit of solving a thing.......and since it involves my children, the fight is mine to fight......even though it is the last thing I want to do.....truly.....I was happy to ride status quo until we were done doing this part.......but circumstances stepped forward that made that impossible....and everybody talks about the justice system being slow....and I feeling that slow this morning....shocked really at how it all works always.....I want my kids to be with their dad and see him.....have always from the beginning.....that is not the issue called into concern, yet it cannot be seen clearly at all amid the mud of the rest.......I haven't felt like I did yesterday in a LONG time in this story......and for that I suppose I am just grateful.......but I still hated needing to feel like that at all, it is really something that doesn't need to be.....this could have been so much easier.....and there is a person in the story that makes it as challenging as possible, to serve their needs, and this is the result of that.....where we find ourselves is due to all of that.....so this morning I am breathing.....realizing that this is a portion of my life, this is NOT MY life.....it is small, and unfair, and inconvenient, and a bunch of other things......but it isn't my life......I am focused on making some fun holiday memories with the kids this weekend, set our course on an extravaganza........the key I have found along this journey of mine, is to not let the hard days win......Not ever.....because often times in the wake of those harder days, the most beautiful gifts appear:) Like a rainbow after the storm! Happy Friday! We made it.....this week though, ooooffffff!! LOL:) Have a great weekend:)xoxox