THESE forces.......

I sometimes share my "woo woo" side in this blog lol:) I have written many times about my spirituality breaking open.......vast and wide in this chapter.....so clearly meant to be part of the tale of my life.....traditional love of God and Jesus being such a part of that......but so much more has shown up......and has felt just as divinely placed.......leaving a knowing within me that there is SO much we do not know......and that the Universe is a vast and magical place......and awhile back I wrote about having had a planetary transit enter my life.......in 2018........ and it was when I discovered my ex was having his affair and this leg of my journey began......Uranus stays for 8 years.......creating upheaval......unexpected and significant life changes, relationship changes......career shifts.....and major personal breakthroughs.....as well as some pain and suffering for sure......"the wrecking ball" planet;-) and whether a person believes in astrology or not, I do not think anybody can argue with the fact that all of that happened in my life......the woman I was in 2018 does not resemble this one in many ways.......and has experienced all of that and more, and I have embraced most of it.....with a willingness to endure through whatever it came to teach me.....and while there was a lot of "work" I was being called to do......there was a great deal of magic that Uranus brought to my life......its signature is to dismantle the old, and rebuild it into the new.....so if I am honest having lived through it.....and Uranus had dipped back into my sign the last few months and will leave in April for good.......Adios lol:) And it will be in Gemini for the next 8 years......but.....there has been another significant shift that I have lived under since 2024.....and that is the effect of Pluto and this one can last 20 years......and Pluto is heavy too, it is about rebirth.....and personal transformation......empowerment and breaking free of stagnant and old structures......intense transformation that often brings powerful reinvention.....and well.....that has also resonated.....and so this will be a part of my story till I touch down in my 70s and for me what I feel intuitively is that it has to do with my next chapter......these empowerment workshops.....my lakeside retreat.......my next chapter of this journey in my business and beyond......if you are still with me, thanks for remaining open;-) and I suppose you would need to be me to really understand......but what I can say......is that having both of these forces, for as long as I will be living in them.....will completely change my story.....Pluto energy has felt so heavy to me......like who are you really Jenn??? Digging into some of my oldest wounds....and calling me out, forcing me to choose this new version of me or suffer for it........and my commitment has been to face any and all energy that has come and dig into it and work with it to learn the lesson, and that willingness has absolutely been rewarded over and over.....and I know it may sound woo woo to some of you, I get that.....but it has been LIFE CHANGING......this spiritual transformation and journey that I have been given has been transformative in every way.......and my understanding of the more "woo woo" parts has freed me from fear completely, and helped to solidify my trust in all of it......and sometimes I think of it in terms of such simple terms.....like a video game.....and when you complete a level of it, you get to level up......and there are higher and lower expressions of planetary shifts, and one can pull you down depending on how you are living your life, and one can help you alchemize and transcend circumstance.....Here is an example-

Pluto-

Higher Expression: A profound shift from being a victim of circumstances to taking control of one's destiny.

• Deep Transformation/Rebirth: The ability to move beyond past trauma and emerge stronger, often likened to the caterpillar to butterfly metamorphosis.

• Psychological and Spiritual Growth: Intense self-awareness, shedding of the ego, and understanding the deeper, hidden meanings of life.

• Regeneration: The ability to transmute, turning painful experiences into wisdom.

• Authenticity: The removal of inauthentic layers, forcing a direct encounter with one's true self and purpose.

  
  

  Lower expressions of Pluto

• Obsession and Compulsion: Fixation on people, goals, or power, leading to irrational behavior.

• Power Struggles and Control Issues: Manipulative behavior, encountering abusive situations, or feeling forced into subservience.

• Destructive Tendencies: Releasing pain through destructive actions, either directed at oneself or others, often out of fear.

• "Dark Night of the Soul": Intense periods of despair, extreme anxiety, mental breakdown, or deep depression.

• Excessive Attachment: Refusing to let go of dead-end situations, resulting in painful, forced endings.

  And I believe in my last relationship I was being tested under that energy......had I stayed in the chaos, and not removed myself, it would have wreaked havoc in my life, it was a test no question........Bringing me a familiar lesson, and seeing if my change was real, if I finally honored myself enough to choose myself at all costs......Ironically his having his own Pluto transit at the moment, same amount of years for him too, we have a similar part of our charts that makes that so.......so he is going through the same Pluto energy, and I can only guess what his experience has been, no way of knowing for sure.........but we will both have the free will to use the energy in the ways that make sense for us, and whatever you believe, I think one thing is universal......THIS life is education......we are meant to learn......grow......step into "who we came here to be"......and everybody's experience is uniquely theirs......each story their own.....and the divine orchestration of it all is beautiful......and for me once I "saw" this other layer.....I couldn't "unsee" it......so as Uranus heads out, and Pluto stays......I am reinventing myself again for awhile........stepping into my new chapter as a new woman......and I have written about that before, FEELING it so completely before I had the rhetoric to describe the "why"......I am very much a "live and let live" human.....believing that whatever resonates for a person is perfect......and that we should be open to understanding new things if we can......open to the possibility......open to believing that just because our journey looks different than another person's journey, that all of them are equally worthy......worthy of being celebrated and accepted.......so having both of these energies back to back has been heavy some, I am not going to lie......it feels like so much is pressing on the essence of who I am, and calling for transformation and change.....and it has taken my willingness to overcome the discomfort because Tauruses don't love any of that lol:) We want to be home in our favorite jammies, tending to our routine lol:) And all of that has been stripped away...... And I plan on embracing the next leg of this journey......being brave.......evolving......and reaping the prizes that await for that willingness.......I will always do my best to choose the higher expressions of the energy that comes to me......never wanting to sink into the darkness of it......there are many times I could have and been swallowed whole.....lost in the abyss for sure! And I do not say that lightly.....only a few people, and only me really know what I just lived through......and endured......and where I sit this morning continues to find me grateful for ALL OF IT.......shedding my old skin, needing to, and entering into a brand new life, one that feels more and more like ME with every step I take:) Thanks for listening! Enjoy the day! xoxo