This might sound strange.....but....part two!

I am writing today's blog as a sequel to yesterday's blog....and yesterday's blog shared some, and attempted to articulate the spiritual odyssey that has taken hold in my life in the aftermath of my divorce.....and it all feels sort of Eat, Pray, Love if you will;-) and I had stumbled upon a video in a very timely way the other morning that explained all of what I have been experiencing so eloquently....and so that tells me two things....one is I am not alone in feeling the things I do, and two it is not of my imagination as there are other people experiencing the things I have:) It is as "real" as any other experience I have ever had.....despite its non tangible quality sometimes......And that feels like relief some and comforting:).....I have met some people along the way that I have been able to talk to about all of this, and they seem to understand, but I am not sure they have had the same exact thing happen to their lives.....maybe glimpses in, or maybe they have too, and just don't share like I do?? But I do know some people in my circle have experienced some of what I have too.....but this video was more than that.....it was a deep resonation of so much.....so in the video the narrator talked about the trials and challenges that led me to where I am.....and my willingness to allow the pain and suffering I have experienced to force me to grow and evolve, and taking the lessons with me in the aftermath.....and the willingness to surrender and accept what is, and accept the journey, and have faith in it so completely....and how in doing that you activate more of the divine order if you will in your life....not fighting upstream....and against...and railing against what can't be changed, but sitting back and letting life flow and trusting in the outcome.....but more than that....aligning directly with stuff that is within your space, and caring about how your spirit feels.....nourishing it, and keeping it uplifted, not allowing it to get swept up and low vibin, and then meeting the people that are meant to be in your experience:)......by attracting it all to you....and I have written before about my pondering of manifestation, amid the idea that our path is laid out and meant to be to some degree.....but I do believe in free will, and the law of attraction....and having your experience in the world reflect your internal thoughts and state of being.....I saw something the other day that I thought was powerful.....it was about your subconscious not knowing if you are talking about you or someone else....so when you engage in negative talk, even if it is about others, which obviously nobody should do if they can help it......but that your body listens, and thinks you are speaking about you! So it is why it is so important to spend time thinking and speaking about high vibing things....and speak life and love as often as possible:) And that was just the tip of all the video said....it was about 40 minutes long....and I guess I write about it some today to understand it better.....give it room to breathe.....but also to shed light on the fact that the effort it takes to transform a "negative" situation in our lives is always worth it....life is tough.....and unfair....and so many other things.....but it is also breathtakingly beautiful.....often:) And that is where our focus can be, should be, if we allow it.....and sometimes it takes removing people from our lives....ones we love.....but ones that cannot support the life we want....and trust that we will attract the people, the circumstance, the tools, the resources.....all of what we need to walk our walk:) I believe that so deeply, and my life is living testimony of that! Have a great Thursday:)