Uh-oh IT is happening again.....

I feel like I am on a big threshold of change again......illusions being stripped away some, things that I thought I knew to be true, to some degree falling away......leaving space for an evolved and different story to unfold......there has been a lot of truth that has found me this summer, shifting my experience some, and making me feel as if I am entering another part of this spiritual awakening journey that I have been traveling, one I didn't ask to be a part of lol:) But one that found me:).....and RIGHT now feels like a really important part of it....a deep realization of quite a few things, and a realization of the things within me that have to go if I want the life I say I do, and well I do:) SO here I am.....again.....facing big changes, and looking forward feeling that invisible thing pulling me forward that I did early on in this story, THAT feeling is palpable again.......I used to feel it all the time....like a future version of me, or an invisible force, for lack of a better description;-) pulling me forward.....keeping me focused.....and I am feeling all of those things and more right now.....it is so hard to explain fully, but there is a deep knowing in me....so here I am:) Embracing change, doing the things, and HERE FOR IT:) I went yesterday to a trainer and it was SO helpful, part of me wishes I had done it sooner instead of winging it as I have lol:) Although I am proud of the discipline I formed and the results I have gotten from my made up workout:) And I suppose things unfold at exactly the right time, and shifting my workout completely right now, and working smarter feels very much in line with this new chapter.....this next version of me.......I learned so much and realized some of the pieces I need to change to achieve the fitness goals I have for myself and get the results I seek:) So that felt amazing! There are doors closing in my life, things I need to leave behind to walk in this chapter, and the greatest way I have learned to navigate that, is to turn my focus onto the places within myself and my life that I want to improve and give my energy to that......it is a magical way to alchemize so much:)......so that is where my focus is...... Tonight the kids and I are headed to see Cyndi Lauper! Her album was one of my first albums! Such nostalgic places found there:) They are excited and know some of the songs! I am waking up excited to hit my new workout sequence this morning!!! Looking forward to what 4 weeks from now will look like for me:) Also realizing that my steady and stable Taurus girl could do the same workouts over and over, and never tire, and sometimes needs a jolt to switch it up! :)And also realizing how much growth I have shown in accepting change, and all the change that has come, knowing how steady and stable I am within me......and how scary change used to be and how exciting it has become.....and how fiercely I trust it now when it shows up, not one doubt, so as I intuitively feel this shift....and realize another version of me is being called to step into this next chapter, I feel excited and so grateful......grateful my life has taken on this hue! Like hi def some;-) or like going from black and white in The Wizard of OZ to living in color;-) And while sometimes some of what I experience makes me feel like it is hard to fully express, or understood fully by others......I know that it is meant for me......and I trust it all implicitly.....every twist and turn! So cheers to the next chapter, this gal is ready for what is next! Happy Friday:)