What do YOU want????

I am not sure if anybody else can feel it but this year is a different one.....big perhaps in ways that we haven't experienced before.....there will be lots of energy in this year that hasn't been present in many years! And all of it speaks to big CHANGE......I have this sense that when New Year's Eve finds me again, the landscape of my life will look different again.....I am excited some, because I have learned to embrace the changes that find me.....and use them to bring me to where I belong, trusting where they lead:) So change doesn't feel scary any longer.....it is something that I have learned to embrace......the only constant in life, and fighting of it is futile.....however as change and evolution take hold, it is a good idea to ask ourselves, what do we REALLY want.......what are we seeking to get out of life.....there is no dress rehearsal, this is OUR lives.....and we are meant to LIVE.....and I am sort of excited because some of what I have followed nods to this being a more fruitful year for my Taurus.....in terms of astrology, the disruption of Uranus, entered my chart as a Taurus in 2018 and has been there since, and soon to leave in this summer:) And if I was not a believer of all of that, I would have no choice some, because Uranus is the planet of transformation, of shaking things up, of destroying people's lives, and rebuilding it all anew.....and well it has been in my chart since 2018.....and that was when my life changed, and when my I found out about my ex's affair......an event that was the catalyst to all of the CHANGE my life has undergone.....kicking off the journey, so to speak, so like I said, I tend to believe there lies truth in all of that.....as I have lived it.....so yes it has had a 7 year stay in my life, and it is leaving to Gemini in July....and this year is touted as the rainbow year if you will for all of us that have walked through the last 7 years of arduous work, and change, and effort to transmute our circumstance.....like the gift at the end of the hard work.....and well....I am sorta feeling that energy:)....and that isn't to say that the last 7 years have been miserable....not at all...some of my most precious, and magical memories have been found amid the rubble of my old life.....I just mean the last 7 years have been intense in a way that I have never experienced......on repeat........ and the last 7 years have called me to do all sorts of things, and absolutely change my life, so now that it is here, I look forward to where it will lead again......I have come to trust the energy I feel, and that finds my life so completely that it helps me navigate it when the going gets a little tougher.....so as I said, no idea where the next 10 months will lead me, but I am here for it:) Excited to see where I land, and will keep following the nudges to inspired action........as an aside the Gemini folks have 7 years of the same kind of energy coming there way that I just walked through.....and as irony would have it that includes my ex....he is a Gemini.....and I am curious for everybody, what that will look like in their lives, now that I have experienced it myself.....just absolute transformation......and really no choice but to change in lots of ways......I will be happy to bid farewell to that in my own life come summer, and thank the energy for the blessings. Always looking forward to brighter days indeed:)