Where does it come from??

One of my passions in coaching is to try and TEACH somebody what I have learned the hard way lol:) Using my understanding of teaching, to believe that nearly anything can be taught.....but it isn't so easy, or straightforward when it comes to a life lesson generated wisdom and lessons.....but still I believe it can be done....it is what is wrapped up in our belief systems that unlocks the rest.....and if we can shift the landscape of our mind....like really shift it.....neuroplasticity and all, then the shift can be made no matter what.....but it takes a retraining of your mind to get there.....And I have found I have belief to share in this chapter....so much belief......belief in myself....in others......in possibility......in touching places in this life, up ahead, that I only dreamed of.....or maybe even haven't had a chance to dream about yet;-) And where did that come from??? Because just 5 years ago, I was content to be a wife, teacher, mother, and ride out the years doing that.....no dreams in sight....no challenging of my beliefs, or feeling as if I should supercharge it.....and gosh there are so many layers to it all.....all existential in nature and stuff;-) .....timing....purpose.....destiny come to mind.....maybe everything happening in its own time....maybe.....but really it isn't as simple as all of that either, at least I don't think......I believe you can build the "belief" muscle, no matter your life path......by practicing using it......telling yourself something over and over, until it becomes deep in your bones.....one of my favorites now, that I use so often.....is "everything is always working out for me"......I say it if I am stressed, or upset, or seeking an answer.....yesterday I woke up to no hot water.....this has happened three times in the past 5 years......I have an old, albeit solid hot water heater......and I had just paid a bunch of bills, and Christmas is coming in hot and I was like ugh......and I decided to not construct the outcome, or travel too far down the road....and I called the guy....and told myself all day....everything is always working out for me.....over and over.....and well...when I met the plumber after work.....it turned out it was one small part, and some cleaning up of some other ones....and it only cost me $100.....and well.....there it is....I trust "THE WAY" so completely now...and work so hard on building that belief muscle that the way is always there.....and yesterday was stressful, ALL day....one challenge after another.....lots of balls in the air....and "Just Breathe" was my other one.....whispering that to myself too....your mind resets completely when you just breathe! So my plan is to keep working on the way to convey the content I have lived....to impart it to others.....so that people can find the gifts I have.....it is simple really.....that is my goal each day....experiencing the contrast in my own life and wanting to share it:) And repeat! I think mine was borne on the wings of necessity....to survive....and in my desire to thrive beyond what has found me....but belief is also borne in doing things you did not think you could, and then repeat! So yea....I am working out all of the answers to these questions, and so much more as the new year approaches and my new vision takes hold:) Happy Friday! We made it:)